should i??

should i have this feelings towards him??
it comes without my permission..
at first, i ignore it..
cause i dont hurt my heart again..
but right now..
oohhh please....
go away as far as you can..
i dont need this feelings for this moment time....
please......
i am begging you my heart..


nOta kHaki:i just want my own happiness..when i can get it..i dont know..i still finding it..